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More Awake Now

by Bird and Willow

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1.
Cloth 04:11
You used to notice the world’s made of moments and each one a brick in the walls of a home You saw a story behind every face and each passerby sang you a wordless song You chose to board up the windows your heart in the shadows You closed the eyes that lit your way you had a mainstay for so long and those were the days When you were like me you still had a heartbeat and eyes that knew where they were going fixed up above you knew the cloth you were cut from Where did your dreams go and who killed your ego as if you’re a shell that can’t really be loved Where are your feelings you picked them to pieces admittedly dark from past breaches of trust But barricades won’t make it better you won’t last forever deep in a hole you dug for yourself I happen to know that you want more than what you say now So I want to give you time grace is a fruit that grows slow on the vine I want to see this through So I’ll be here waiting for you
2.
Hum 03:57
I never learned the ropes Of social politics and following the rules So I’m improvising every day I’m pretty sure that they don’t teach these things in school It’s a complicated song and I don’t know the words A dozen harmonies that do not form a chord So I just hum, can you hear a tune? Is it making any sense? Can I play a part in my defense? I’m not worried in the least The funny part about it is I think no one has a clue It’s all just confidence I took it all to heart Each time that my mistakes were chastised in that tone So I withdrew and stood apart And since then I’ve grown stingy with the seeds of love I’ve sown Love’s a complicated song and I don’t know the words A dozen harmonies that do not form a chord So I just hum, can you hear a tune? It’s not making any sense I can play a part in self defense But then I worry through the night The scary part about it is Don’t think I’ll ever get it right Despite my confidence I get lost, and I think about the things that I don’t know I get scared, I get tied up in making it alone I forget, I’m surrounded by people I call home They are singing a chorus so I can sing along And they won’t let me fall
3.
Well I know you can't have it all But fear of exclusion builds fortified walls When just what I wanted is placed in my hands It's so hard to exchange it for all my demands Because I'm still learning to let myself go I don't know what I don't know So untie my rope from the shore Cause I finally forfeit the war I've been selfish and fiercely alone Like a child inside, only outwardly grown Attached to the feeling that nobody cares And so scared to admit that I want to come home Because I'm still learning to let myself go I don't know what I don't know So untie my rope from the shore Cause I finally forfeit the war Frozen in time more alive than I've ever been Caught in the waves like a dream but I'm more awake now Than I was when I thought I was under control Cause I'm still learning to let myself go I don't know what I don't know So untie my rope from the shore Cause I finally forfeit the war

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released February 5, 2021

Written and performed by Bird and Willow

Shiloh Kauk: Vocals, Acoustic Guitar, Lyrics
Jared Kauk: Guitars, Vocals, Drums, Strings, Arrangements

Produced by Justin Kawashima and Bird and Willow
Engineered by Justin Kawashima
Tracks 1 and 2 Mixed by Andy Zulla
Track 3 Mixed by Justin Kawashima
Mastered by Mike Kalajian at Rogue Planet Mastering

Cello on Tracks 1 and 3 by Joshua Kauk
Drums on Track 3 by Paul Alkhato
Additional Group Vocals on Track 2 by Chris Pounders, Alex Nguyen and Marissa Muraoka

Design by Andrew Beach

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Bird and Willow San Jose, California

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indie folk/rock.

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